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Wednesday, September 18, 2019

Confessions

I wasn't going to write anything this week since I have been feeling blah. Not sick, but just blah. I have a lot going on in my life and head that I just haven't felt like blogging. So that is probably my first confession.

And here's some more...

- I am scared of what my test results are going to show. I went to my family doctor for my yearly check-up and some of my numbers were off. Basically, we thought I might be anemic (again), but with how fatigued I am, he wanted to do more tests. So back I went and my IMG (a type of antibody) was really high. Like 3 times the normal. And my white blood cell count was really high as well. So he sent me back again and had my proteins and other stuff checked and now I am impatiently waiting those results. Just hoping whatever infection is in me since serious....like the C word.

- I am down on Instagram and blogging right now. Even if you put in a lot of work and effort in, the algorithms just kill your engagement.

- I didn't get the promotion I was going for and I got way too upset about it. And mad.

- I am scared about my nose surgery next week and being awake. The smells, sounds and them being all up in my face doesn't sound awesome.

- I have been drinking way too much coffee lately.

- Sour patch kids are my weakness and I walked to the gas station on my work break just to get a bag.

- I work my ass off at the gym just so I can have wine, pizza and all the yummy foods that I shouldn't eat (that much of). The health benefits are good too.

- I wish I could drop another 5 to 10 pounds, but I don't want to give up the things I mentioned above.

- I witnessed an accident last weekend by a drunk driver on a motorcycle. Luckily, she didn't hurt anyone but herself. She blew through a stop sign and almost hit my car, but ran into the curb and was ejected from her bike. She hit a fence, got up and was stumbling around. At first, I thought it was from flying off her bike, but then I heard her talk and knew she was drunk. After talking to a couple of people who saw it and were staying there, I had them call the cops and then headed off after I felt like there was enough people as witnesses for police statements. It was 8 pm on a Friday and she was very hammered. Why do people get like that and get on a motorcycle or in a car? Complete dumbass.

What are your confessions as of late?

13 comments :

  1. Oh friend, all the prayers to you, I am sure you are worried and just know lots of positivity sent your way for good outcomes and here’s hoping you feel better. PS, I’m mad too you didn’t get the promo!!!!

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  2. Oh gosh, I hope you're ok. I'm thinking of you!!

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  3. Oh my gosh, Danielle. I'm so sorry that you have so much going on right now. That is a lot to have on your plate at once and I hope things settle down for you soon. I have been thinking about you with your upcoming surgery and I hope everything goes smoothly.

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    1. I really hope so as well. I had a mini anxiety attack this morning over it all. It is just a lot right now and my husband is in Canada for work, so it doesn't help that I am doing it all on my own right now. Thank you so much!

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  4. Bless your heart - sounds like you're in a rough season right now. Lifting prayers for those test results - nothing worse than waiting which stirs up all the worrying :(
    I'm so with you on IG & the way they deter any sort of interaction. Just post things chronologically PLEASE!!!
    Hey, that walk to the gas station worked off the calories for those gummies ;) Perspective LOL
    Hope you have a better week!!!

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    1. I really do feel like I am in a rough season of life. I had a little breakdown on the phone this morning with my mom. Things are just really tough and I usually hold it together for my kids, but they were at their grandparents last night, so it all just came out. Ha. I hate worrying and I know there is nothing I can do in the meantime. I need to see things from today and not three days ago. Sooo annoying.

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  5. Aw, momma. That is a LOT going on and on your mind/heart... take the time you need and know you're in my thoughts! xo

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    1. It truly is. I hate dumping it all on here, but it also explains why I haven't blogged as much lately. Thank you for your kind words.

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  6. Sorry you have all that going on, I hope the test results come back positive. I was awake for my surgeries, and my advice is make sure they give you an anxiety med first. Very important. Sending you lots of love and positive vibes.

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    1. I have two anxiety pills to take. They told me to take both an hour before surgery, and have someone drive me there and back. How did you deal with being awake? And thank you. I need some good news for sure.

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  7. Oh Danielle, my prayers are with you. I know waiting on results can be one of the hardest things in the world. Hoping things get better for you soon <3

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